A few years ago, I remember passing so much judgement on women who decided to share their naked vessels on social media. A lot of this judgment came from a 'pick me' energy - I wanted to be what men wanted and no 'respectable' woman would be on socials doing that.
Gosh even writing that first paragraph makes me feel ill, such rigid thinking. WHAT BUM WERE YOU TRYING TO IMPRESS SHANNON?
So in my mind, I perceived women posting naked selfies as them 'begging' for attention, which is ironic because I was also begging for attention in my own little way. However, a part of me always wanted to get naked on socials, because, well... I like to be naked... it is my preferred state.
When I reflect back on this I can’t help but laugh because I seem like such a hypocrite! I was one lol.
I will stand behind the fact that I think intention is everything. I don’t know why some women post naked pictures, but I do know the reason why I post them and that’s all that matters.
If you didn't already know...
I post because I fucking LOVE my body and all of the amazing things it does for me.
I post because I want women and men to feel comfortable in their own skin and to embrace all of their imperfections because thats what makes them perfect!
I am art (as are you) and I like to show that to the world.
I know everyone doesn't share the same beliefs as me. But when I was that girl passing judgment on other women, going as far as calling them a hoe or slut (not fucking cool); I was actually being quite ‘slutty’ in real life... is that hypocrisy I can smell again?
(We won’t get into the derogatory names that have been placed on women over the years, that’s for another post)
But what I will say is that, if you are posting sensual pictures for external validation and not creative expression - you may need to work on yourself.
I used to post for likes but now I post for expressing my truth and because, art!
Anyways, after all of that, I’m now naked on socials doing it large. Does this make me a hoe or a slut?
FUXK NO
I have no shame. In fact, it feels fucking great!
Do any of these previous experiences take away from my value?
FUXK NO - only I can determine that. People either pay the price or piss off; simples 😉
But to some people, yes it takes away from my value. I corrupted their internalisation of me and obscured their moral compass but that ain’t my fuxking business boo. Knowing I'm 'corrupting' minds turns me on to be honest. It's so juicy knowing that this exact same thing is what other people worship me for.
I felt caged for a long time so now you bitches will hear me ROAR 🦁
I am a wild woman. I always have been. I can be extremely opinionated, loud, unpredictable, challenging and many other things; I will not sacrifice my authenticity for anyones approval! To do so would be to dishonour myself and I've been there before; it was less than pleasant.
The more I have worked on my innerstanding, the more love and compassion I have for those around me.
Acceptance is beautiful. Once you truly realise that your darkness is just as valuable as your light and embrace it; you have the capacity to accept others too. Creating this beautiful domino effect of love, acceptance and authentic expression.
I hid certain parts of me for a long time out of fear of judgement and when I decided to reveal them to the world, I was welcomed by a whole new tribe with open arms and hearts; I will forever be grateful.
Posting my first naked picture was an empowering moment for me. Not because of the feedback but because it felt like a big fat FUCK YOU to patriarchy. It was like saying goodbye to the last lingering bit of my old self...
‘HERE I FUCKING AM, NAKED IN THE FOREST, FEELING THE TWIGS IN-BETWEEN MY TOES, BARK ON MY BUM CRACK AND THE WIND WHISPERING AROUND MY NIPPLES. AT ONE WITH THE MOTHER HERSELF’
Whilst shooting, it was fuxking liberating, orgasmic and a moment I will never forget - its not just about the picture, but the experience the image holds.
Do not cage yourself and do not prioritise other peoples opinion of you over your own; it’s a recipe for heartache. Ask yourself why their opinion of you matters so much? Why are you so scared of being judged? What is the worst thing that could happen?
Fear, at its core, is usually the worry of death. Our primitive selves knew this but now that our environments have changed drastically, there's not much for us to actually fear in our day to day lives. It's the minds way of keeping us safe but this can easily turn into a trap to keep you small. The mind is a powerful tool and its pivotal that we use that power in ways that will contribute to our growth!
I enjoy being brave and bold, it makes me feel connected to source and I always learn so much from the outcome whether it’s bad or good; it’s still a helpful experience for me.
Your path won’t be the same as mine but that’s why you’re so interesting 💚
If I didn't make the decision to do that photoshoot earlier this year, I wouldn't have found the answers I was so desperately craving about myself. When you give yourself permission to open and try, you are giving the Universe permission to help you achieve what it is that you desire. We get answers.
It has pulled so many amazing men and women into my circle and I honestly cannot thank you enough for the support and love you show me on a daily basis, it never goes unnoticed or unappreciated; trust me!
Some people will love you for your crazy and some people will go running into the mountains, as long as you enjoy your crazy…
WHO THE FUCK CARES??!!
Go live your life, lover.
Until next time,
SIS xox