FORBIDDEN FUCKING

I like to fuck people I “shouldn’t” be fucking.

I feel naughty.

It gets me off. It makes me so fucking wet. It calls to the Lilith side of me. The dark side. The side I suppress on a daily basis because of ‘morals’. Sometimes morals can go fuck themselves. Yes, I’m a villain with a conscience and I fucking love it. I have a love of the taboo. Now some of you will be calling me a cunt after reading this, and by all means I can do cunty things, overall I’m a good person. Your comments will not be keeping me up at night. When Lilith is screaming, I can’t help but answer on occasion. If you don’t know who Lilith is, she is the Queen of the underworld. The defiant one. Adams first wife was not Eve, it was Lilith. She was banished to the underworld for not being the submissive vision ‘man’ wanted as a wife.

She rules the feminine shadow.

I like fucking men a good amount of years older than me, I like fucking men younger than me - not too young. I don’t want to feel like there’s a grown baby child suckling on my nipples... gross. If I’m being completely transparent, I like fucking other peoples men too. I like trying new things, things that initially sound disgusting but once I’m in it, I am swimming in the sea of sexy sin. I know some of you have felt the same. When you’re getting down, dirty and completely carried away, and when you reflect back on it the next day, you have this overwhelming feeling of the experience being both disgusting and delicious.

Overall I like being a little slut.

Well I say that but I'm barely a slut anymore. *sigh, those days were so fun. The growth has settled in nicely now, I'm no longer fucking for validation or just for the sake of fucking. The correct phrase should be 'I enjoy doing slutty things for whoever I'm digging at a time'. Let me tell you what I get from the things I first mentioned. You don’t have to agree, in fact, not agreeing will probably turn me on, so lets get to it…

Older Men:

I like to play the naive role, I enjoy feeling looked after which often comes with the power play between myself and older men. Have I been naughty? Do I need to be punished? Discipline me papi. They have more life experience, they have more sex experience. Teach me new things, I fucking melt when I know I’m learning, and they're asserting authority. Also knowing that in society it is still kind of frowned upon, makes my pussy happy. Knowing I am a youthful, vibrant, and a slightly innocent pawn in the game of sex, makes me feel extremely desirable. I feel wanted. Most of the time on an appearance basis, these men are punching, but that also gets me off. They aren’t ugly, don’t get it twisted. I don’t like the obviously sleazy man. But I do enjoy the lil bit of sleaze that’s lingering in the background, waiting to take a sip on my fountain of youth.

Fucking yummy.

In my experience, most of these older men have been a great time when it comes to short-term arrangements. They listen, they provide, they know they need to put in extra work to keep me interested. They are loose though. Theres something about a man being almost double my age and raving more than I do that makes me feel icky. I'm all about enjoying myself and having a good time, but many of them don’t know their limits, and after a while I just begin to find them unattractive and unworthy of my juice.

Younger Men:

The innocence that I love to portray with older men, is also the innocence that draws me to younger men. They might not even be innocent, but there is a lack of knowledge there that pulls me in. It’s giving predator vibes, but we all know what we’re doing. I’m mainly dominant in this power exchange and I enjoy having control over them. The young bucks always seem so proud of themselves, knowing that an older woman has chosen them. Again this makes me feel desirable, helping them fulfil a fantasy makes me want to devour them even more so. I get to teach them things, on the odd occasion they teach me things too. The look they give me, the disbelief in their eyes when I’m riding them, I never get bored of creating that. They are just so fucking happy to be fucking me, as they should be. The main thing is that innocence though, I want to corrupt them in all of the best ways.

In my experience, the young bucks are what they say on the tin… young. Majority aren’t as emotionally intelligent as they think they are; some have surprised me though. On occasion they believe because they've secured me and I’m a nice fucking person, they can take me for an idiot. Securing the bag doesn't mean you know how to keep it. Their ego ends up ruining the tings.

I will always be the prize sir, get off your donkey. The power exchange/roles between the older and younger men are not limited. I like to switch it up. If the young buck knows how to dominate then go ahead young man, show me what you got. If I’m feeling like the oldies need to learn a fucking lesson, I'll ensure they are disciplined accordingly.

It’s all fun and games isn’t it?

Peoples Men:

Listen, I will never fuck with a married man, and I would never use my energy to coerce a taken-man into fucking me. But if he’s on my door step begging for a taste, and I have no loyalties to his woman, then I’m going to feed the poor. This is a power play for me, knowing he’s choosing to be disloyal for pussy just hits a spot. You wanna risk this whole ass relationship to taste me? On your knees, NOW! Along with the art of the taboo - he shouldn’t be doing this. I shouldn’t "really" be doing this, but here we are, his face in my ass whilst I leak all over him. Sending him back home to his partner, knowing he’s getting flashbacks whilst he’s in her presence. Theres no immediate dramas for me, no need for me to pour too much energy into this man, because I know my fucking place and its not at home with him. It’s in the back of his car, my bed on the rare occasion, or a field during sunrise.

Delightful.

Forbidden fucking

In my experience, these men provide me with a weird comfort. I feel no obligation, I can just up and leave; no stress. They have a chick at home giving them what they need. They come to me because they’re greedy or their sexual needs aren’t being fulfilled. We will talk more on this later on. It’s the lack of commitment on my side that makes me happy. It can get a lil sticky if they’re developing stronger feelings for me or vice versa. Thats when I know it’s time to allow the situation. Women always know when a mans attention is elsewhere, so I keep these interactions to a minimum. The only time I regret doing this is if the guy ends up finding his conscious after the deed is done. I like a dog who knows he’s a dog and does it with chest. Don’t start getting upset because you can’t control your impulses.

I can hear bitches screaming ‘I would never trust her around my man’, if you fully trust your man, you have nothing to worry about.

If I like or love you as a person I would never cross that boundary. I know this because I've done it before and my conscious wouldn’t let me sleep at night. That guilt was not fucking sexy. I pride myself on being a good friend. The fuck up still haunts me to this day, it makes me feel sick. What I don’t know, won’t hurt me, so if I don’t know you…

My ideology around fucking someone else’s man, well rationality shall I say, concludes of: I am not in a commitment with anyone, I owe no-one nothing. I don’t force anyone to do anything they don’t want to do. I’m not a predator coming for anyones man. I am consistently approached by these guys and like I said before, if I fancy it, I'll take it and I won’t feel bad. ‘What about girl code?’ I have nothing to say here to be honest. I can very much see how I look like a cunt, I just don’t feel like one so ☺️

Have I contemplated the fact that my karma for these incidents is the reason I’m single? Yes, yes I have but we’re fucking here now aint we. What it do babyyyyy.

Men who are notorious cheats are weak men to me. Weak awareness, weak boundaries, weak decision making abilities. I would never pursue one of these men on a long-term basis. I can sympathise with those whose relationships have taken a turn in the sex department, but ultimately many of these men lack the ability to communicate their needs to their partner. Sex is such a huge thing for men and I will never understand those that choose a woman for everything apart from their bedroom skills. If you're not satisfied during the dating stage then why let it progress to something more if you're just going to cheat? Makes no fucking sense, they lack discipline and a back bone. Believe it or not, whores can turn into housewives and housewives can turn into whores.

Theres no rules to this game.

Sexually, I get off on things I shouldn’t be doing. Normal sex does it for me too but not like the taboo. The taboo makes my insides inter-ravel and my panties wet wet 💦. There was a period of time in my teens, where my older brothers mates would try it with me. I would accept if I felt called to. Knowing I shouldn’t be messing with his friends, made me want to fuck them even more. It was forbidden fruit, and god damn it, I’m having a taste.

Anyways…

I just like being naughty. I like crossing boundaries. I very much enjoy being someones little bitch and pleasing them. Owning my shit has definitely helped me navigate my confidence. So many of us suppress or ignore our deepest sexual desires out of shame and fear of rejection. The only person it hurts in the end is ourselves. The authority figure and power play is a huge thing for me, it allows me to release control and put my trust in someone, which is actually very hard for me to do in a romantic relationship context. Sexually, it isn’t an issue but I think that’s why I love it so much. I get a taste of something I’ve never received inna di real life. I have trust issues that I'm still working through. I'd rather trust a man with my pussy than my heart...

At least one of them needs to eat 🤷🏽‍♀️ (she says whilst celibate, I'll explain soon because I know I sound like a broken record).

Until next time, Lovers SIS xox